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[14 Feb 2005|02:32pm]
[ music | the breeders - cannonball ]


consider this dead.



if you're even interested in
reading my things again,
ask where my hideout is.
i have a feeling lurkers who
should not be reading this,
are.

scenefour's out[it's been fun],
something new is in.
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[14 Feb 2005|01:41pm]


happy v day, suckas )

scene.

[13 Feb 2005|01:17pm]
OK!
so,
i'm sending out valentinessss [cause i can be sweet like
that] but i just want to remember who wants one..

i know alex & jamie are on the list
but who else?
if you want one[though it may be a bit late*], leave your address,
or email it to meeee
at spiffy_robot@hotmail.com
2 scene.

[12 Feb 2005|05:38pm]
from
mmmnafen

fill er' out

01. name:
02. age:
03. where on earth do you live:
04. what makes you happy:
05. what have you been listening to lately:
06. do you enjoy reading my LJ:
07. if so, why:
08. interesting fact about you:
09. are you in love at the moment:
10. favorite place to be:
11. favorite quote:
12. will you post this in your LJ:
13. tell me why I should read your LJ:
6 scene.

[11 Feb 2005|11:45am]
"it's gone, after all"

you thief!
you stole something
though it was never
your intention.
your intentions were
always perpetually
unclear,
especially late at night
your whispers tangled up
in the dark
like string
wrapping around my skin
[static cling.]
you thief -
you took something
that wasn't yours.
and now, you can't give it back.
now you can't.
you turn off the lights
to avoid my eyes,
and you close your own
so you don't become vulnerable.
i'm sorry i was so pushy,
i'm not terrified of confrontation
like i used to be;
i stepped over that line.
thiefff...
you keep taking
and i keep supplying
and and
it never ends.
we're stuck in a circle.
i'm pushing the thoughts
out of my mouth.
even whispers in my mind
threaten to exploit me
and ruin.
i think sometimes
even they might give me
away,
like you had some way
of ever knowing
what was going on in my head.
"my life almost changed.
my life almost
changed
in that one moment."
that was thunder,
violently trying to escape me,
and i bet i mouthed it
but it was late,
and i bet you would not have
noticed or taken heed.
perhaps perhaps perhaps.
and you stare blankly ahead
and my gestures are
small, pathetic ones.
agitated and aggressive
i'm rolling over your body on
the floor
and you lie still
still, almost too quiet
sometimes you utter a word
or two,
breaking the silence
between the space
{which is not quite a lot,
between us both}
we share a common link,
a common blanket,
but you're the thief in this
scenario,
and i handed it to you,
willfully,willfully
this time.

on an idle thursday afternoon.. )
2 scene.

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